koolangot

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

kasalan

Sunud-sunod ang kasalan ng aking mga kaibigan. Kundi kasalan, binyagan naman. Ibang-iba na kesa sa mga gimik noon. Sa edad bente otso, ako ba'y masasabing napagiiwanan na?

Masaya kami ni kulkul. Minsan nangangarap din kami ng kasalan. Pasulpot-sulpot na damdamin lang at masaya naman namin itong pinag-uusapan. Subalit sa buwang ito, sa panahong ito, malayung malayo pa sa isip namin ang kasal.

Pero kung minsan naman nagagahol kami sa oras. Parang parati namin itong hinahabol. Kulang na kulang ang panahon namin sa isa't-isa. Kay kung minsan, nakakapag-Leave ako o siya ng hindi oras. Sa mga ganitong pagkakataon (tulad kahapon) namin naiisip ang magpakasal.

Pero hanggang ganun pa lang. Isip pa lang. Walang plano.

Sa sabado, may dadaluhan na naman kaming kasalan ng kaibigan. Malamang kami na naman ang tampulan ng tukso at tanong kung kailan kami susunod. Hai... Kailan nga kaya?

Marahil sa susunod na taon, maari na namin planuhin. Pero pwede din namang sa 2010. o sa 2011. Walang taning. Basta masaya lang kami.

koolangot @ 2/20/2008 2:40:57 pm
Papitik

Friday, February 08, 2008

tearjerker

this was forwarded to my email. how can some people be so cruel?

My mom only had one eye.. I hated her... She was such an embarrassment.
She cooked for students & teachers to support the family.

There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to
Say hello to me.

I was so embarrassed.

How could she do this to me?
I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.
The next day at school one of my classmates said, "EEEE, your mom only
Has one eye!"

I wanted to bury myself.
I also wanted my mom to just disappear.
I confronted her that day and said, " If you're only gonna make me a
Laughing stock, why don't you just die?"

My mom did not respond...
I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because
I was full of anger.
I was oblivious to her feelings.

I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her.
So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study.
Then, I got married.
I bought a house of my own.
I had kids of my own.
I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts, Then one day, my
Mother came to visit me.
She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her
Grandchildren.

When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at
Her for coming over uninvited.
I screamed at her, "How dare you come to my house and scare my
Children!"
GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!"

And to this, my mother quietly answered, "Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have
Gotten the wrong address,"
And she disappeared out of sight.
One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.

So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip.
After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.

My neighbors said that she died.
I did not shed a single tear.
They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.

"My dearest son,
I think of you all the time. I'm sorry that I came to your house and
Scared your children.
I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.
But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.
I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were
Growing up.

You see........when you were very little, you got into an accident, and
Lost your eye.
As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you
Having to grow up with one eye.
So I gave you mine.
I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my
Place, with that eye.

With all my love to you,
Your mother.

koolangot @ 2/8/2008 1:47:29 pm
Papitik

Thursday, February 07, 2008

pangungulila

sabi ng kaibigan ko, "Minsan mas matimbang pa ang pag-ibig sa kaibigan kaysa pag-ibig na may pagnanasa."

sangayon ako.

paano ba naman... mga text at tula nya ang laman ng planner ko at hindi ang mga text at tula ni kulkul ko.

isa pa... mas pinag-iisipan ko ang regalong ibibigay ko sa kanya kesa sa kulkul ko.

at...ngayong mga panahong ito, lubos ang aking pangungulila sa kaibigan kong sumulat ng linyang iyan.

hindi naman ako lesbo. iba pala ang pakiramdam kapag natagpuan mo na sa sarili mo ang isang tunay na kaibigan. sa kanya, nadarama ko yung sinasabing unconditional love. kasi kahit anong gawin nya pakiramdam ko ay mauunawaan ko ito at susuportahan sya sa anumang bagay na dadanasin nya.

UP Fair na next week at wala pa sya dito sa Manila. Kailan kaya ulit kami magkikita?

koolangot @ 2/7/2008 3:43:52 pm
Papitik

Friday, February 01, 2008

Pebrero na pala!

Pebrero na pala at ngayon ko lang nabasa ang mga emails ko simula december pa.

Ang dami kong na-miss. Pero may isa akong pinanghinayangan ng lubos....ang pagtulong sa White Cross na hinihinging regalo ni Karla para sa kanyang kaarawan noong Pasko. Hindi pa naman huli ang lahat sa pagtulong. Subalit natutuwa din ako at may mga taong tulad ni Karla na parating nagpapaalala na may mga makataong responsibilidad tayo sa isa't-isa.

...

Bukod kay Karla, may isa pang tao akong bagong kakilala sa web na hindi lamang sa tao kundi pati sa kapaligiran ay nakatutulong. Idagdag pa sa kanya ang akin ding mga kaibigang sina Micka at Mic. Tulad nilang tatlo, ako ma'y environmentalist din. Ano na nga ba ang nagawa ko para sa ating kapaligiran kailan lamang? .... Hmmm .... Mukhang matagal-tagal na din akong hindi nakakapag-tanim ng puno. Pero sa maliliit na bagay tulad ng pagtitipid ng kuryente, pagre-resiklo, at pagsuporta sa Stop Global Warming campaign sa internet, kahit papano ay nagagawa ko pa. Kulang pa ang tulong ko. Hindi bale, hindi pa naman huli ang lahat. Sana marami din akong magawa sa aking kapwa at sa kapaligiran sa aking buhay.

koolangot @ 2/1/2008 12:08:50 pm
Papitik

Monday, January 28, 2008

earn bucks online

last week, i've been looking for ways to earn money by surfing since i am always online 5 days a week and more than 8 hours a day. and i found a bunch of ways to do that. some are legal and safe, but the income is not that great. some are quite the type you won't tell your mom where you're getting the EXTRA dough (e.g. asking someone to sign up on a porn site and in return you'll get cash rewards).

i was already considering to take the quite risky option when suddenly robert texted me and offered me an online racket. O di ba?

"True friends come in the good times when we tell them to, and come in the bad times...without calling."

So we met last week in our usual spot - Starbucks SM Manila - and discussed the deal. Madali naman kami nagkasundo. Ang saya ng buhay!

Thank you robert. I know that you'll forever be one of my truest friends!

koolangot @ 1/28/2008 10:22:58 am
Papitik

Monday, January 21, 2008

vectoring

natuwa naman ako sa photoshop. pinag-aralan ko nung linggo ang mag-vector. well, wala akong guide, hula-hula lang at ito ang aking nagawa sa buong umaga ng linggo...

before

after

hindi perpekto pero dahil unang subok ko ito, proud ako sa nagawa ko.

koolangot @ 1/21/2008 9:42:01 am
Papitik

Thursday, January 17, 2008

A Trip to the Sea

still going crazy over Coffee Prince and Gong Yoo...

Badayohaeng Lyrics (Coffee Prince OST)
Singer: Tearliner (Feat. Han Hee Jung) / Romanization by Kreah

a-ju-mo-no-neu-nal
i-hae-ssa-reun a-reum-da-un
noye-gero tto-na-don
nae yo-hae-ngul kio-khae-jwo

aju-mon badat-ka
cho ha-neul-ka o-din-ka-ye
nowa-naye sujong-han
chuwok-du-reul kanji-khae-jwo

nunbushi-ge pu-reu-run
no-neun-nae-ge bada-in-gol
sunnae-mil-myon hayah-ke
buso-chi-don noye-kkum-deul

kinyong-haengul tto-nar-yo-hae
a-juki-peun bada-yo-haeng
bu-deu-ron unbit-mul-kyol
mo-meul-shid-ko noye-gero

nunbushi-ge pu-reu-run
no-neun-nae-ge bada-in-gol
sunnae-mil-myon hayah-ke
buso-chi-don noye-miso

nodo-ara nae-ganol
aju-manhi sarang-haneun
po-geunhake kamssa-jwo naye-ke

English Translation

Title: A Trip to the Sea
Singer: Tearliner (Featuring Hee Jung Han)
Lyrics Translation by Sang / also credit: http://kreah-craze.com

Some day, a long time from now
These rays of light
Remember the trip
I took to be next to you

At a seashore far away
At the end of the sky somewhere
Keep the precious memories
Of you and me
A blinding vision of azure
You're my sea
When I gave you my hand
Your dreams broke into white pieces

I'm planning on taking a long trip
A voyage deep into the sea
The smooth, silvery ripples
Take my body to you
A blinding vision of azure
You're my sea
When I gave you my hand a white
Burst of your smile
You know, too, that I
Love you very much
Wrap me in your softness

koolangot @ 1/17/2008 12:08:02 pm
Papitik

Thursday, January 17, 2008

100 Kwentong Peyups

Call for submissions for 100 Kwentong Peyups

As part of UP's 100th year celebration, we are putting together '100 Kwentong Peyups', a series of columns which will appear in PDI and Philippine Star throughout the year. We invite all past students of any of the University of the Philippines' units to submit their stories. Submissions should:

1. Be a maximum of 1,000 words
2. Be a personal experience and written in the 1st person
3. Emotionally engaging---funny, sad, scary, etc.
4. Make the connection between the story and a life lesson that serves you well today
5. If possible, please include an old photo/scanned memento

Please include your name, College or Unit and Course, and year you entered UP as well as your email address. If you remember your Student Number, even better.

Send your submissions to: 100kwentongpeyups@campaignsandgrey.net. You will be notified via email if your story has been selected for publication or for use in other Centennial celebrations.

Submissions will be accepted starting January 1, 2008.

Please feel free to forward this to UP alumni who might be interested or re-post this in your blogs.

koolangot @ 1/17/2008 10:45:34 am
Papitik

Thursday, January 17, 2008

parang high school...

Grabe! I'm soooo in love with you pare!
Puyat na naman ako kagabi. Bumili kasi ako ng DVD ng Coffee Prince. Ang gwapo-gwapo ni Gong Yoo! At ang cute cute nya lalo na pag nababading na sya kay Go Eun!
Grabe! High School pa ako ng huli akong makaramdam ng ganitong kilig sa artista! So baduy pero super love ko yung feeling. nakakawala ng sakit ng ulo. hehehe

koolangot @ 1/17/2008 9:42:10 am
Dumikit (1)

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

2008

Bagong taon...Bagong buhay

2008
pitong taon na ang nakalipas mula ng ako'y makapagtapos
dati, akala ko ok na yun. hindi pala.
ngayon lang ulit ako nakapagnilay-nilay sa aking buhay
at napagtanto ko na ang laki pala ng panahong
aking nasayang sa pangangarap lamang

marami ang mababago sa bagong yugto ng aking buhay.
nakapagsimula na akong maglinis ng aking mga kalat na ginawa
at iniwan noong mga nakaraang taon
nagsisimula na din akong bumuo ng mga bagong pangarap
at mga plano upang ang mga ito'y makamtan.

sa mga panahong ito, positibong pananaw lamang
ang aking parati'y paiiralin.
sa taong ito, magbabago at lalong gaganda ang aking buhay.
sa taong ito, ako ay aangat sa aking kinalalagyan.

koolangot @ 1/16/2008 12:02:44 pm
Papitik

<< November 2009 >>
Sun	Mon	Tue	Wed	Thu	Fri	Sat
01	02	03	04	05	06	07
08	09	10	11	12	13	14
15	16	17	18	19	20	21
22	23	24	25	26	27	28
29	30



Message